Blackgaze
"May death never stop you."
Relationshipsinactive//dead
Mother: Pebblestream Father: Icegaze Siblings: Northpaw, Gracepaw, Toothless Mate: None Former Mates: Whitefur Kits: None Best Friends: Russetstar, Cloudrain, Creekfeather, Silverheart Friends: Mistfall, Cloversplash, Tumblestep, Dappleblossom Acquaintances: Blazingstar, Auroraflame Enemies: Storm Nemesis: None Love Interests: Eris, Cloversplash Apprentice: Goosepaw Former Apprentices: Redsplash Former Mentor: Scalestream thoughts on othersPebblestream: Cares for; Misses
Icegaze: Cares for; Misses Northpaw: Respects; Wishes for a better relationship Gracepaw: Cares for; Misses Toothless: Cares for; Wants to spend more time with Whitefur: Neutral Russetstar: Cares for and respects; Would die for Cloudrain: Cares for; Wants to spend more time with Creekfeather: Cares for; Wants to spend more time with Mistfall: Respects; Wants to be around more Tumblestep: Respects; Wants to be around more Dappleblossom: Respects; Wants to know more Blazingstar: Respects; Neutral Auroraflame: Respects; Neutral Storm: Knows they could be better; Wary of Eris: Neutral; Haven't met yet Cloversplash: Respects; Loves to be around Redsplash: Cares for; Misses Scalestream: Respects; Wishes for a better relationship |
Basicspast name//future name//past clan
Name: Blackkit; Blackpaw; Blackgaze; Blackstar Age: 43 moons Body's Age: 40 moons Clan: RiverClan Rank: Deputy Gender: Male Gender Identity: [Trans]Female Pronouns: She/Her; They/Them Sexuality: Homoromantic; Homosexual Appearance: Blackgaze is a strong and thick-muscled she-cat. Her fur is pitch black, leaving zero markings of other colors, and his a short length. Her eyes are a milky green, and that's where we get to a flaw of her's. Blackgaze is blind. Though, even if she is blind her thick body and great fighting and hunting seems to almost counter out that fact. She has a big body on slightly bigger paws, which make her seem like she could smack a cat across the clearing. Though, due to her large body and blindness, she's not very good at running for long periods of time through any area that's thick with obstacles. Though, there's another thing she's not that great at. It's swimming. She can swim but her blindness causes her to not swim as much as possible, making her a drypaw. This seems to be completely fine though, as she's never had the real need to swim a long distance. Personality: Blackgaze is a terribly ambitious code-follower. She's made her way up to being a warrior even though she's blind, and it's made her feel great about herself. Her (now deceased) brother Northpaw always told her things like "you'll never become a warrior" or "you should just give up now" and she believed these things for most of her apprentice years, causing her to have a hidden low self-esteem that can be triggered by just a few words. She's trained hard and long just to show her brother that she, and any other blind cat, can become a warrior if they want to. This training along with living 40+ moons and following the code, makes her better then some other non-blind warriors seen. As, to her, it's not all about the skills a warrior has, but the determination they have to do it. Blackgaze also tends to think over things too, maybe even too much. She wants to make sure she's making the right decision before she does and it makes her freak out a bit when she can't decide. The only time this doesn't happen is when she's in the heat of battle. Then she just goes for her first thought and first move, hoping for the best. She does tend to believe she isn't a great warrior and will never amount to anything, even if she has potential to be better then most warriors in her clan. This causes her to not be as great as she could be, seeing how once she believes something it tends to become true. Even if she still trains alone and is a great warrior for the reasons of her skills and the fact that she follows the code, she will mostly believe something like this. Though, all it takes is someone to tell her that she's great and she can amount to anything to get her to feel better about herself. extrasMental Health: Average
Physical Health: Good Mental Conditions: Anxiety, Low Self-Esteem Physical Disabilities: Blindness, Infertility Sickness: None Power: Age-Wise Immortality (The power to never die from old age as the body stops it's aging process) Theme Song(s): Infinitesimal - Mother Mother, open for requests Phobias: Atychiphobia(Fear of failure) Color: Baby Pink- Like the pink color on the trans pride flag Name Origin: Black: For her all pitch black fur // Gaze: For her wide, blank, gaze and to remember her father |